This may be the first of many. It may be the way I talk to you when there are things I want to say and feel like I can’t say them to you. So much easier to put them on paper and have you read them, especially since I have no way of knowing if [...]
I think about you. About taking you in my arms and kissing you. About having your hands in my hair feeling the silkiness of it as we take one another in breath by breath. I think about feeling my fingers intertwined in yours and our legs tangled together while we just lay side by side [...]
I wonder some times how I ever got to this place. This place of complatancy. This place where I’m apperently satisfied just living the day to day without learning much of anything new or exciting. I was always so curious about everything around me, and now, I’m happy as long as I don’t get lost [...]
I used to belive that I could put it all on paper, close my eyes, and then be done with it. It was as if getting it all in word form would actually help me to let go of whatever was troubling me at the moment. Now, I believe that was untrue. Maybe not unfounded, [...]
Does your superhero wear a cape? Does he or she have on tights and bright colors? Or maybe it’s all black? Do they drive a really cool car?
My superhero drives a 4 door 8 passenger SUV. She wears whatever she can find that is clean. She works over 40 hours a week at a “real” [...]
I’m not a fan of the cliche of the “New Year”. I don’t make resolutions, I don’t eat black eyed peas for good luck, I don’t see it as anything more than another day that I get double time for at work.
But I do believe in reflection. I believe that you should look back at [...]
I don’t see time as a lot of other people do. Rather than seeing it in hours and minutes I see it in the ways my kids grow and change. When the get their first tooth, start walking, start talking, start talking back….
My Princess turns 7 tomorrow. She’s so big. She’s smart and funny and [...]
I didn’t know that life without my mother could be so difficult. I didn’t know because I had no reason to experience it. But now, after not speaking with her for over 2 weeks, I know that it’s harder than I would have ever thought.
Family dissagreements are hard to look at. I was good at [...]
My how time passes, changes things, life.
It was good to see you today. Good to see you standing there looking happy and healthy, looking like…. you. I realized about halfway home what it was that I kept trying to figure out but couldn’t quite get. You hugged me. You’re not a hugger. At least, you [...]
How can I write when I feel as if I have nothing interesting to say? You don’t want to know about the mundane things of the day to day life. There is nothing exciting here, nothing…. worth more than a quick glance. Sex twice in one night is always exciting, Wednesday, twice.
Two times with me [...]
