I really wanna care. I wanna feel somethin’. Let me dig a little deeper… nah, still nothin’. My give a damn’s busted.
What’s been going on over the past 12 days? Let’s see…. Not much.
Work, school, and being very sick.
Emma’s left ear drum ruptured this past Tuesday. She ran a 104.3 fever and could not [...]
Let me rest witin your presence, clinging tight to the comfort of your peace.
I’m comfortable in this place, it was such an easy transition.
I wish I had hope for it to last. I wish I didn’t distrust him in this area. He’s going to have to prove himself to me, and he knows this.
No matter [...]
C-
I’ve slept, showered, and put on lotion, and somehow, I can still smell you on my skin, in my hair, your breath still mixed in my own. I can still feel your fingers brushing my face deliverately and lightly. I can still feel the heat of your body…. it’s trapped inside my own.
I love [...]
“Oh girl, remember what your knees are for…”
I’m so tired of fighting. I’m exhausted.
I’m tired of fighting with Mark, with my brother, with my daughter with myself, with life. I’m wiped out.
All of this today, after feeling so good last night. Feeling so sexy, beautiful, content, warm… safe.
I want to feel his arms around me [...]
“There’s a restlessness growing. Growing somewhere in my spirit, in my mind.” She told him this as they sat, drinking hot tea with a touch of milk, two sugars. They’d met, this final time, to say their goodbye’s before words failed them both. And in the end, “Goodbye” never came. It was simply a peck [...]
Okay, let me first say, I’m grouchy. No, not your ordinary grouchy, but more like “How in the hell do you multiply fractions again?” grouchy. I was up soooo late working on my homework, the same damn lesson all night, and still haven’t made much progress. Why did I stay up so late you ask? [...]
