Cleaning house

Over the next few days, I’m going to be transferring stuff from an old site over to here.  Pardon the mess, construction in progress.
Why am I even saying that?  It’s not as if anyone but me is here anyway!  =)

7 Comments »Filed under: UncategorizedPosted on August 29th, 2008

Rampant take-over

I have a hard time not being a racist to some degree.  There’s a part of me that wishes that weren’t true, but then the other part of me that says “you wouldn’t be if you didn’t have a reason” kicks in. 
I listen to NPR when I’m in the car.  I don’t care for much [...]

4 Comments »Filed under: UncategorizedPosted on August 27th, 2008

Guts

I often wonder why my guts have gone.  I used to have a few.  Not many and not all the time, but they were there.  Now, it’s like I can’t, or won’t say what I want to say to people, all people.  And, when someone wants to walk all over me, I’d rather just escape [...]

2 Comments »Filed under: PersonalPosted on August 22nd, 2008

Alone

If I tell you that I feel alone so much of the time, don’t mistake it for being unhappy.  I’m not unhappy.  I love my husband more than I’ve ever loved anyone.  He’s a good man.  He’s intelligent and funny, he takes care of me and the kids the best he can.  But there are times [...]

11 Comments »Filed under: PersonalPosted on August 14th, 2008

Temper and the Lady

Now and then I completely lose it.  I yell and scream, and then scream and yell.  I cry and get angry and punch and kick.  I do all of this only now and again and only in my head because a lady would never do such things out loud, never to her husband or children, [...]

59 Comments »Filed under: UncategorizedPosted on August 12th, 2008

Casey

I caught a smell of you today when someone walked by.  It took a moment or two for me to realize exactly what the memory was, and who it belonged to but when it hit me, it hit hard. 
It took me back to a time when life was simple.  When you came to town for [...]

5 Comments »Filed under: PersonalPosted on August 6th, 2008